February 2010
January 2010
the song wonderwall just came on and it reminded me of the time when emma and i were in romania and we were with our guy cousins in their house drinking and singing this song at the top of our lungs, and everything felt at peace in the world. take me back to that day please.
i really should be finishing my paper.
I get these déjà vu feelings sometimes, like old places and lost feelings come flying out of the past. I look at a stranger and I feel like they may be someone I knew yesterday. Its like being caught in a haze. Could it be that somehow, maybe in some way, we lived in long ago days?
would you dance in the rain with me?
We all carry something with us. Of course, it’s nice if we travel with someone who can help lighten the load. But usually, it’s easier to just drop what we’ve been carrying so we can get home that much sooner assuming, of course, there will be someone there to greet us when we arrive. But, why do we clutch at this baggage, even when we’re desperate to move on?
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i get to see joyce this weekend, lalalalala
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im most excited :D
brittney: i want that iPad so bad, and i dont want it cause i need it, i want it cause its cool. thats my issue with mac. everything is so cool, and it makes me want it.
I reach out into space like this. It’s awkward. It’s ordinary. It’s just, I want to talk about other things. I want to live better dreams, full of stars and mouthfulls of birthday cake, even if I don’t particularly like cake. Everyone is boring me. I’m boring myself, which is no better. I am not the special prize or the exception. I am just trying, because I want more. I want brains. I want risky...
“sometimes the fastest way to get there is to go slow, and sometimes if you want...”
You know we’re not so far away. Get on a boat, get on a train and if you ever think you’re drowning, I’ll try to slow the rain. In two years or so drop me a line, write me a letter. I hope to find you’re doing better, better than today, better everyday.
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thewordsalloverme:
John Mayer - Say.
what i have learned in life:
I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back. I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I’ve learned...
“There are painters who transform the sun into a yellow spot, but there are...”
– Pablo Picasso
What struck me about us the most was how unprepared we all looked. Not innocent exactly, nor even foolish: just completely unprepared for the fact that life is a string of random disasters and occasional happinesses held together by - if you’re lucky - the cement of friendship and the glue of family. Back then, though, we all believed that there was a caring, moral order to the universe: you just...
“if you don’t know where you are going, any road will lead you there”
– lewis carroll
a bee landed on me:
mandy: joyce, dont you dare move
me: ahh holy shit, get it away, get it away
mandy: its cause your wearing a bright yellow shirt
me: i need to take this yellow shirt off right now. i am not a fucking pollen.
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Everything looks perfect from far away.
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our codes:
c1 = cute boy c2 = creeper c3 = not available c4 = jai ho! c5 = i have to pee c6 = check me please
:D
me: don't you eat chicken feet?
brittney: eww no why would you think that?
me: haha but people say they eat chicken legs!
z: joyce dear, a leg is different then a foot
mandy: people eat chicken thighs! not feet!
me: chickens have thighs?
brittney: haha, really joyce?
sarah: im going to show you a picture of a chicken right now
me: i have never seen a chicken thigh. i see the chicken and i see the feet.
z: haha they are hidden under the feathers. there has to be some connection.
satisfaction.
Holding onto anger, resentment, and pain only gives you tense muscles, a bad headache, and a sore jaw from clenching your teeth. Forgiveness gives you back the laughter and lightness in your life.
so brittney and i should be doing some homework, but instead we are looking on IKEA.COM for pillows and curtains for our apartment :P baha procrastination is a bitchhh, but this is more fun!
Joyce is the most amazing person ever.
emilygnar:
And i’m her favorite person from Allen/Plano.
FUCK WHAT RIKKI SAYS.
aha i love you emily. i cant wait to see you next weekend :D
fuck you, you hoe.
fuck you right back.
Some days are: - longing with rage - looking for old flames - lodged in the past - looking through the cracks But many days are: - turning life’s pages - grasping what is new - learning through experiences - leading me to you
“i’d like to see them live a week, living life out on the street”
thanks for being here, my friend.
we will do this one together, still in action, keep me posted.
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Just wanted you to know I think you’re damn special. When you were dating your old girlfriend I saw a video you’d made
for her and I thought, ‘That’s what I want.’ I think I’ve got it now. Stay insightful, beautiful and sweet. :), bye!
aw, thank you. what do you mean you think you’ve got it now?
Ask me anything